Greetings in the Name of Jesus, In this week's devotional we will continue to look at Mark 5:21-35. Last week we focused on Jesus and Jarius, the ruler of the Synagogue. He was well respected in his community, an honored citizen. This week we will focus on the sick woman. She was an outcast and despised as one cursed of God. Her story is one that has been repeated in every generation and is as applicable today as it was 2000 years ago. If the woman's condition started at the onset of puberty, she would have been in her middle to late twenty's, however chronic bleeding can occur at any age. I know of a woman who suffered from chronic bleeding like this, and I can testify that it leaves the sufferer embarrassed, weak, anaemic, tired, barren, and subject to infection. The Law of Moses declares that a woman's menstrual blood makes her ceremonially unclean. (see Lev15:19-31) In the case of this woman, it would have excluded her not only from synagogue and the temple, but in addition, no one would want to be in her company for fear of becoming unclean as a result of contact with her. She would have become an outcast. She had sought the help of doctors, for twelve years and had spent all she had, but only grew worse. What a miserable and hopeless situation. When news of Jesus' arrival came to her, she probably tried to hide her identity by wearing her best clothing, and carefully arranging her veil to be certain her face was completely covered. "If no one recognizes me, I can work my way through the crowd, but what shall I do when I come to him?" "He is a Man of God, He will know that I am unclean!" "He would never defile himself by laying on his hands and healing me." "But wait, I have heard it said that the mere touch of his cloak can heal!" "When the crowd presses against him, I will reach out and touch his cloak." "He will never even know that I touched Him." " Oh God, have mercy on me!" Everything went just as she had expected, and when she reached out and touched Jesus' cloak, she felt the healing power of God wash away her infirmity. Then as she fell back into the crowd filled with joy, something happened that she hadn't expected, Jesus stopped and asked "who touched me." Suddenly her joy gave way to fear, "What will happen if I am discovered?" "I am unclean, I have defiled the people around me!" HE KNOWS IT WAS ME! HE KNOWS!!" She fell at Jesus feet sobbing telling her story, and of her healing. The crowd recognized her, and grew silent, "She has defiled Him! What will he do?" I picture Jesus smiling, and stooping down, helping her to her feet, and sending her away with a blessing. "But wait", - "He called me Daughter!" The first sermon I ever preached was on this story for it is my story. Twenty years ago I was an outcast with a sick mind and heart. I had traveled across the whole country in search of peace and healing and had no where else to go. I heard of Jesus love and of His power to heal and I tried to sneak up to him unnoticed and steal salvation. But he healed me, saved me, and blessed me, and yes he called me "son." This story is repeated in every generation. Perhaps you need to seek Him out again and feel his healing. Take the time right now to fall down before him and tell him everything. see 1Pe5:6,7 love in Christ Greg Spencer